Journal #2

 Nov 2 , 2023

This morning im praising God and he spoke to me through a vision during my worship.I was listening to this song Jehovah Jireh by Jekalyn Carr.As i had my head down and just allowing myself to speak to God with a clean heart with no fear,no guilt,no shame,no worries,no hate.Its taken alot to get here and it has been a long journey for me to get to this place of submission this place of faith,this level of faith,this relationship i grew with the Father in Heaven.

In this vision he showed me a guy in church.Backstory,last night i went to church.It was on my heart heavy to go because i missed last Wednesday. I've been making it a priority to keep God first and keep him in the presence of any and everything that i do.I've grown to love going to church and being in the presence of other believers.

When you take him as your Lord and Savior he answers when you call. All he wants for you is happiness,love,joy,prosperity,security,firm foundation,peace,joy, and so much more.All you have to do is have faith that whatever you ask him for, is in his will for you and just have faith that hes gonna come through so just trust the process live by his teachings,move with pure intentions,be a good human,and love others,Jesus is God and God is love. 

Last night when i got to church a guy was sitting across from me within the bible study area.I usually get there when everyone is already seated and talking amongsts each other or its about to begin or it has already began.Last night everyone just so happen to be up and moving around.I went ahead and took my seat and everyone came in and bible study began.The guy started to catch my attention because he just would not stop fidgeting.He would constantly move his hands the same way over and over,he'd begin to skake a lil bit and so forth.It took me back to myself being in that state of mind in that space.So i said a prayer in my head for him when i noticed it.Church went on and we broke up into prayer groups with Q/A. I got my son we grabbed a pizza and then went home, i didn't really think about it once i left.So this morning during worship God gave me a vision of him,everyone else in the room was blocked out i could only see him just as we were sitting in church last night.But God showed me him being tormented within his thoughts and which was why he was so fidgety.It was so clear i will continue looking to the Holy Spirit to give me guidance and discernment on how to go about this vision.

This is my first every vision ! God is using me in such an amazing way,hes using me in his way.My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ is with me until the day i take my last breath.I am a child of the Most High God.